no sense

What would you do when you find yourself all blanked amidst a conversation? Or worse, your words seem so passive that the other person mistakes your opinion thereby ruining the entire conversation and what more you know what is happening but you cannot do anything about it!!!

The exact thing happened with me few minutes ago. I was talking to this important person (why important?? you will know it later )and things were going fine. I mean we were having a "meaningful" conversation and suddenly the next moment I realise that I did not use the proper words and there it goes!!! And funny enough this is not the first time I am messing up.

It is either of these things..
1) I under estimate myself by thinking I am a jackass!! (which I actually am because I think that I am one.. As the saying goes.. "As a Man Thinketh He Becomes")
2) I think I am not articulate enough, which is true to a certain extent and I am working on that.

But more than the above two factors, I think it is my self confidence that gets to its bottom low and hence I happen to screw up things. Not that I do not have my own opinion about things. It is just that I have been gifted with a very weird brain that never gets tired and works round the clock. Now you must be wondering why did I call it weird rather than expressing gratitude for such a gift?? The "weirdness" lies in the thought process. It thinks irrelevant things leaving aside important ones and that is very well reflected in my grades!!! It works even while I am asleep resulting in atleast 5 different dreams in one nap!!! WEIRD rite??

I think there is only one way to curb this unusual behaviour and that is do not let thoughts that bother you enter your mind. Think positive, think good!! Gosh I am writing crap. Let me end this post before I put some more weirdness into it..

JUST ANOTHER POST WITH A MEANINGLESS ENDING!!!!!

Cheers
Priya